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juushika ([personal profile] juushika) wrote2025-12-29 03:19 pm

Book Review: Underneath Everything by Marcy Beller Paul

Title: Underneath Everything
Author: Marcy Beller Paul
Published: Balzer + Bray, 2015
Rating: 2 of 5
Page Count: 305
Total Page Count: 553,705
Text Number: 2077
Read Because: no idea how I found this one, ebook borrowed from Multnomah County Library
Review: The tumultuous social life of a high school senior
whose popular/outsider status and rotating relationships all come back to a messy friend-breakup. In a world where Burton's The World Cannot Give and Ojeda's Jawbone exist, this is a little redundant, mostly in a more cakes! way. It's almost without plot or stakes beyond friend group dynamics, an admirable commitment that pulls in the scope but is frequently infuriating, falling apart in the reveals and climax-that-isn't. I simultaneously buy the toxic, homoerotic dynamic and the crucial importance everything has at this age, and feel like, that's it, that's the big drama?; the writing needs to be better to sell this nuance. But I'd love nothing more than to collect fictional toxic female friendships that experiment with breathplay, so, can't fault that.
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juushika ([personal profile] juushika) wrote2025-12-29 03:08 pm

Book Review: The Haunting by Margaret Mahy

Title: The Haunting
Author: Margaret Mahy
Published: Scholastic, 1982
Rating: 4.5 of 5
Page Count: 135
Total Page Count: 553,400
Text Number: 2076
Read Because: [personal profile] osprey_archer's review; borrowed from Open Library
Review: Following the death of a great uncle who shares his name, our protagonist becomes convinced he's being haunted by the lonely little boy with once his uncle's friend. I'm enamored of minor middle grade novels that seem to come from nowhere to blow me away. MG has an enviable willingness to get weird and fantastical, which, here, is remarkably phrased and then foiled by an enduring (and plot-relevant) quirky familial domesticity. And then the twist! Which is logical but thematically atypical for the genre, and so satisfying. I love to end the year with one of my favorite books of the year.
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rosa_heartlily ([personal profile] rosa_heartlily) wrote2025-12-29 10:21 pm

A long/short day

This time last year I was getting reflective about St Bride's and relationships in general, and enjoying DAV. 

It feels like a VERY long time since I got up, but the day hasn't dragged at all.

Today began with a bath. The luxury of that much hot water that will just go down the drain...

After breakfast, I took the deccies down. I'm not sure which takes longer... Especially when you forget to put stuff away :D But everything is put away now for another year.

Next up was washing - putting dry stuff away and hanging wet stuff out to dry. I also changed my bed, including turning the mattress.

I played quite a lot of GoY today and I'm definitely 'into' it, now, to the point where I got in an extra hour before bed. I have a very fancy armour decorated with lilies, which I've dyed purple. To get it, I had to find four keys, one of which was in the type of maze where going down the wrong path takes you back to the start. Atsu gave me a couple of hints about the right path - before outright telling me :D Well done, game. I clearly wasn't paying attention but, obviously, the game wants me to succeed. I also have a spear, now, but I still get tangled up with the lower shoulder buttons - when you press them, you can select your weapon but you have to press them again to use it, and sometimes they just don't go away! Thank goodness for Story mode. As well as the story-related quests, there are plenty of random NPCs who need help. When I was at a bamboo stand (not today but I forgot to mention it when it happened), a fox, a bear, and (I think) a wolf were watching me - the fox was VERY excited :D The golden bird is much easier to follow than in GoT, too.

To finish off the night, I watched a video about 15 single player RPGs coming in 2026 - a couple could be interesting: Tales of Berseria Remake and Exodus. I've also added Granblue Fantasy and Skate Story to my library. And finally I watched Rob Words explain the fascinating story of how we learn to talk. 

I managed another day indoors and didn't spend any money (paying the credit card doesn't count!). I think I need to venture into town tomorrow, though.

I'm not enjoying Sourcery as much as the other Discworld books - it feels like a rehash of Equal Rites but with a boy instead of a girl. I dunno - I'll keep going with it, anyway.
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proustbot ([personal profile] proustbot) wrote2025-12-29 03:34 pm
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like a spartan fucked a bionicle

Lois McMaster Bujold, The Curse of Chalion (2001) -- I originally read this in 2006, and I've been listening to the audiobook, off and on, for the last six months. (Thank you, library system!) I liked the book in 2006; at the time, it seemed like a refreshing epic-fantasy inversion of all the huge doorstopper 90s fantasies (Wheel of Time, Game of Thrones, etc). Listening to The Curse of Chalion this year, it now seems like a relic of a past genre moment: sturdy and steady and kind of ponderous and over-explanatory. On the other hand, that does make it a solid audiobook to be perpetually re-checking out between other library books! You will never be confused about what is happening or why it's happening! Somebody is always taking the reader gently by the hand to offer exposition!

I can now appreciate that the book is a fantasy remixing of Isabel I's 1474 ascension to the throne of Castile, and in that key, it's pretty fun pseudo-historical interpretation (and, maybe wisely, it does not even try to recreate the actual Isabel's particular program of religious consolidation and imperial expansion).

The Thursday Murder Club (2025) -- If you had asked me before today if I had strong feelings about the THURSDAY MURDER CLUB book series, I would have laughed at you. And yet! I guess I do, because I thought that this was a shockingly disappointing adaptation that fails to capture any of the weirdness or humor from the books. (Also, can't believe they did Bogdan like that!) The casting, however, is great; Helen Mirren is particularly excellent.

Battleship (2012) -- This remains such a confusing combination of bottom-drawer concept (Gen X board-game meets Michael Bay) and a cast and crew that is slightly too good for the material. Like, it's not terrible? Even though every part of it is deeply unnecessary?
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krad ([personal profile] kradeelav) wrote2025-12-29 03:09 pm
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Krad's Art Dump 2.0

"Krad's Art Dump 2.0" is here with all of my art from the past five years minus ~100 pieces of NDA artwork.  I started this gift last decade as a way to give back to the old internet that mentored me, and it ended up a very poignant way to archive my work.

Before you download, please be aware there are many NSFW/R18 pieces as well as potentially disturbing artwork. You are welcome to save/delete whatever you want, all I ask is you do not reshare, or use it for AI training*.

Download link (1.1 GB)



Previous 2011-2020 dump: https://www.mediafire.com/file/3hqo6ltoui8mkt1/

*Read more... )

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krad ([personal profile] kradeelav) wrote2025-12-28 04:48 pm
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(no subject)

"Gilles Deleuze proposed in the 1990s that discipline, formerly the dominant mode of power in Western societies, had been modified and to some degree overtaken by a logic of “control” that worked not by confinement or restriction of movement, but by the regulation of continuous, mobile flows— of capital, information, bodies, and affects. Unlike the punitive subjection of discipline, control does not require a subject as such; nor does it seek to produce or manage one. As we have seen, casino design follows what one leading firm calls the “immersion paradigm,” holding players in a desubjectified state of uninterrupted motion so as to galvanize, channel, and profit from what the academic consultants quoted earlier called “experiential affect.” If, as philosophers and anthropologists of affect contend, contemporary capitalism is distinguished by strategic attempts to mobilize and derive value from consumers’ affective capacities, then commercial casino design would appear to be a case in point."

-Addiction by Design
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rosa_heartlily ([personal profile] rosa_heartlily) wrote2025-12-28 09:04 pm

Sunday, Sunday

This time last year I was shopping, getting my hair cut, not cleaning, and settling into Veilguard.

Today started at church where I was the Rector's assistant for the day while everyone else was on leave or otherwise engaged. I even managed to work the Rector's laptop! Yes, I am an IT professional, thank you for asking :D

I played a bit of GoY and learned two new tunes for the shamisen, which will help with finding places of interest. It's definitely growing on me. I tried to avoid a group of Saito's followers but they insisted on being beaten up, so what could I do? *innocent face* 

My instinct about Wicked was correct. I fast forwarded the end just to see what happened but I won't be rushing to watch the second film. It was far too long and drawn out for the sake of making it longer rather than because there was that much story to tell.

Now I'm watching Kiki's Delivery Service. Jiji is super cute. 

I think I've worked out why my reaction to CS Lewis' Mere Christianity is 'nope'. It feels like he's selling a relationship with a religion rather than with God. Whilst I know he was a committed Christian who did have a deep relationship with God, it doesn't come across. But the Christianity presented in the Narniad is one I believe in whole-heartedly. It's a puzzle.

Tonight I begin the fifth Discworld novel.
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halfcactus ([personal profile] halfcactus) wrote2025-12-28 10:03 pm
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@thefridayfive 2025.12.26

1. You have the summer and plenty of money to travel abroad. Where all would you go?
Australia to visit a high school friend who recently got in touch with me after a decade of hearing nothing from e/o to tell me she's moved. :') Less realistically I'd like to go to the cool art/design museum countries (Amsterdam, Vienna, Prague). But really, I wish I had the money to see overseas online + offline friends (don't we all).

2. What foods would you be sure you got to eat?
Whatever has servings I can finish. And snacks! I don't really eat much when I travel bc I eat too slow and it stresses me out.

3. What landmarks would you be sure you got to see?
I'd watch at least one musical! And maybe find Gixi if she is accessible haha

4. What airline would you use?
A non-budget airline. :')

5. Would your knowledge of other languages influence where you went? (i.e., would you be more likely to go to France if you spoke French?)
Yes and no... Being able to speak Chinglish and understand the local accent makes Taiwan even more chill than it already is because I'm not panicking as much and can wander around more. The first time I went (2019—my Chinese would be at HSK1.5 level at best haha), I got myself and my brother on the wrong train and had to alight at the next station, a nice idyllic town just outside of Taipei where the station staff didn't speak English. Managed to communicate enough to get back on track, which made the experience less scary, though I'd chalk most of that up to the platform uncle being very sweet and super invested in getting us on the right train. (He was more stressed than us when we missed the next train!)

But I suppose if I had money I’d stay in a fancy hotel that accommodates English speakers and take private taxis and not worry about getting lost 😂 That said, my travel list right now is Thailand and Vietnam (separately) and I'm not fussed about language barriers.
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proustbot ([personal profile] proustbot) wrote2025-12-27 07:56 pm
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the grinch is a sometimes food

Made the long trek home, and now I am back in the bosom of the fam: watching terrible movies with my father, running errands with my mother, playing Clair Obscur: Expedition 33 with my siblings. Our sibling chat right now is just variations on "MIME TIME?"

The Fantastic 4: First Steps (2025) -- Watched on a plane. This film aspires to an overly earnest and retro corniness, in the same mode as Gunn's SUPERMAN, but nobody apparently told the Marvel script-doctors, As a result, there's all this tired background banter that is written as quippy ("Well, THAT happened") and then filmed/recorded flatly and confusingly ("Well, that...happened..."). Whereas James Gunn over in SUPERMAN knows how to film a corny joke set-up and frame a corny punchline!

The one memorable thing about the film is Vanessa Kirby's Sue Storm, who gets the most interesting things to do in the middle of the film. Giving birth...in space! Screaming "KILL HER!" in the midst of contractions!! Nothing else in the movie is as weird and surprising as that mid-movie scene, including Kirby's increasingly rote character in the second half of the film.

Sinners (2025) -- Watched on a plane. Takes some wild swings but most of them connect. I hope Michael B. Jordan and Ryan Coogler make one million more movies together, hitting every cinematic genre along the way.
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krad ([personal profile] kradeelav) wrote2025-12-27 03:51 pm
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could somebody go back in time about a week and tell past!krad 'one does not simply speedrun through a fucking flu (during the holidays no less).'

:D; no wonder my usual zicam + gatorade regime wasn't doing shit

anyway. multiple 15 hr night sleeps later. krad is alive for some definition of alive. and back at home. finally!!!!!!


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rosa_heartlily ([personal profile] rosa_heartlily) wrote2025-12-27 08:14 pm

Outside? No thank you!

This time last year I was making progress in DAV, watching more of STP and old Doctor Who, and looking forward to getting my hair cut.

Today was a slow, indoors day because it was just too cold to go out. Yesterday I had pondered taking husband out for a walk but when I saw the frost on the ground this morning, I decided against it!

I gave the kitchen a good clean. Always a good move.

There was also some GoY, of course. I'm getting into the swing of the 'oh, just one more...' nature of it and even used my bow! I'm not bothering to even try to parry, although I may come to regret that :D My muscle memory from recent games wants to attack with R1, which throws powder in an opponent's eyes in this game :D

Now I'm watching Wicked to see what the fuss is about. I'm not sure I'm going to find out. 
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krad ([personal profile] kradeelav) wrote2025-12-27 02:05 pm
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lol. lmao. kek even.

> (anon): ATF captcha where you have to guess whether a firearm is classified by the ATF as a pistol, a machine gun, a rifle, a short barreled rifle, a short barreled shotgun, a destructive device, or as an any other weapon

(quotes like this is why i stay in the /k/ sever, man)

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Sholio ([personal profile] sholio) wrote2025-12-26 08:48 pm
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Biggles promptfic (finishing up the year)

Wrapping up this year's prompts! This isn't entirely the last of them, but I think after this one, I'm done with the ones that sparked story ideas, so I'll be declaring prompt amnesty and starting over fresh in the new year.

The prompt, which is somewhat spoilery for the fic [from an anon] Biggles prompt- on a case they run into/are made to work with someone who was nasty to Biggles in his school-days, who tries to renew such treatment, and EvS, also involved with whatever they're investigating, finds himself possessed of both an unexpected protective urge and in the rare position to offer his own "you're better than the people you're working for" speech


Gen, late in canon, Erich + team with perhaps slight EvS/Biggles undertones, 1800 wds
Originally posted on Tumblr

1800 wds under the cut )
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rosa_heartlily ([personal profile] rosa_heartlily) wrote2025-12-26 09:29 pm

Mud + Children = Happiness

A year ago I was having a relaxing day playing DAV and watching Star Trek Prodigy (I didn't go back to it), and wondering why Square Enix don't seem to understand the need for a FFVIII remake!

Today began with a bath followed by breakfast. I did some washing over the course of the morning.

After slicing up the turkey yesterday, I boiled the bones to make stock then left it to cool overnight. Today, the fat had all floated to the top and the scummy bits had sunk to the bottom, leaving me with about a pint and a half of nice stock. I threw in some veg and mash from the freezer, and left over cold chicken and ham from the fridge and made a very nice soup. Husband and I both felt it would have been nicer with barley, though. Well, we live and learn.

I played a couple of hours of GoY. The story is really just a framework for the game, which is mostly wandering around finding points of interest and collecting bounties on the heads of the baddies. I found my first fox, today!

Daughter & co went for a walk in their local park and both grandbabies managed to get covered in mud. So cute!

Tea was more of a picky/picnic type thing with cheese on crackers and left over salad. I'm determined to throw away as little as possible.

Now I'm watching My Neighbour Totoro by Studio Ghibli. I've heard so much about their films (and, of course, I loved the Ni No Kuni games) and they're on Netflix, so I feel I really should watch at least some of them!
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hamsterwoman ([personal profile] hamsterwoman) wrote2025-12-26 09:57 am
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Yuletide recs, end of year fandom meme

B is back and appears to have somehow given me his jetlag, because I was awake around 5 a.m. and then got up about half an hour later so he could make me coffee and eggs, since he was making himself some.

I’m consequently a bit bleary for anything productive, but might as well post some Yuletide recs:

recs for Ballad of Wallis Island, Doctrine of Labyrinths, D&D:HAT, The Odyssey, Philosopher's Flight, R&G Are Dead, Some Desperate Glory, Summer in Orcus, and a couple of 5 min fandoms )

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I think new fandom developments are unlikely in the next 5 days, so I might as well do the year-end fandom meme:

Fandom end-of-year meme: fandom meme #1 )